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Name: camille
State: Texas
Birthday: 1/9/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: ♥ God, family, friends, lovers, music, love, risks, fears, ice cream, chocolate, water, movies, writing, xanga :)
Expertise: kicking butts
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AIM:  FoNZyFriK33
Member Since:
11/14/2004
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| all day every day. i'm just so tired... hooooooooold tight.
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| Jesus first, Others second, and Yourself last...
It's a lesson that's been hard to forget: protecting my joy.
ironically, it's been something harder to do than forget. letting go of things and people that have once been significant joys in our lives is so difficult because we fear that nothing could ever match up to them. i have forgotten that despite the many temporarily earthly leisure in this world, there are the few permanent ones that are more than enough for me.
watching a sisterhood video, which is a compilation of many robyntuazon clips from seattle conference truly reminded me of a permanent love - one of God's beautiful ways to manifest His love for us. it was so overwhelming watching the video; i was laughing and just feeling so nostalgic inside. it was moments like those that remind me of the joy i will always have and the reason why i'm joyful till today. i love brothers, i do. but nothing can compare to a sisterly love- a love where i can let my guards down; sisterhood is home sweet home.
i always pray that God will just keep breaking my heart and refine it. i guess when i said it, in all honesty, i had no idea how he was going to do it (and how hard it was going to be), and now that i have somewhat of a guess on how - i'm afraid. i know that i need to have that same mentality again i once did: to truly trust God; to put everything in His hands for He knows far better than i do in what to do with my life. i need to trust no matter what it is.
it's weird because usually such hardships i should get closer to God; cling onto Him more... but i find myself separating myself and instead trying to take things into my own hands. it hasn't been easy just letting things go, but i'm praying for the strength to remain constant in prayer because it has truly, truly been a challenge.
my heart is still beating. i'm still alive and just taking the time to thank God for its contents.
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| just remember to go on top of that hill to revisit the goodness of life =) kindness has lately been measured incorrectly. just remember. | | |
| change. expected, yet unbelievably surprising. | | |
| it's going to be one crazy night. i hope i don't lose you after this: emancipation proclamation is crazy, but it's possible; i can give a 10-minute presentation about it. i can talk... a lot, right? silence is good too though. silence makes everything perfect even just for a moment. seasons are changing... oh so quickly. it's finally cold. i love it. it reminds me of everlasting good times. i'm changing... oh so quickly, too. time to just walk through it all. can no longer be held back or be stopped by whatever.. it was.. right? haha, okay i'm done being vague. i'll be ok. | | |
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